Forgotten

I beg and beg for you to hear my cries...

I scream and pound the ground to get a sign life...

but nothing gets through nothing comes back...

i feel you have forgotten the once great man...

the man that gave you his love along with everything he had...

but now that great man has turned to nothing, a former shell of what he once was...

as he walks, he leaves behind the trail of a shattered heart 

the pieces so fragile that they will never be the same...

a once whole painting that has now been burned...

i miss who i once was with you beside me

i miss the way no worry would control my mind

because you would be there to put me at ease

i have no comfort i have no love

i walk alone everywhere i go, and have no destination to look forward to

i am nothing 

you who were once my beautiful true angel have flown away

so far away...

the mere thought that your no longer with me brings tears to my eyes

and now that i am broken down, heart full of gashes i only pray that

god can save me from the eternal hell that i have now been placed 

and that my death may be quick and painless

so that i may finally find the peace that i once had so long ago...

The Human Condition

why is it that every moment i am reminded that you are away?

Dream

Some people dream of what they can't have

I dream of what i once had but now is lost

I dream that i'm with you once again but cant

bare the thought that i must awake into the truth

and be face with that the fact that its just a dream

plans for the future

Every moment that passes by, every single of second of no being

with you just tears me apart piece by piece. I miss your beautiful smile

i miss you enchanting eyes that see right into me, your the only person that

sees the real me. Your the only person that knows what i truly am like, not the fake

act i put on for the public view. No ones knows who i am but you my love my angel my life

my destiny is you. Being apart from you drives me insane but i look forward to the future where

i can unite my life with yours and become one in the eyes on my lord and savior, together we will be forever. 

shallow graves

another day goes by and your still not by my side... i feel

sluggish and weak without you here. nothing interest me nothing

makes me happy. i feel like someones put a curse on me and i cant get out

of this state of nothingness. i just want you by my side like you belong so things

can be normal and so i can finally feel something again. my mind doesnt rest because the thought

of you being away is to much to bare. i pray that god keeps you safe and out of harms way as for me

only you can bring me back to life and dig me out of this shallow grave that i call my life while your away...